While it may be small to some I just found out I DON’T have to work today like I thought I was told yesterday. I have been worried about it since I left the office yesterday. I went to log in and there was no shift. Such a small blessing just made all the difference in my day.
I just got off the phone with the Hospital. I’m all checked in and ready to go. We have to be there at 6am, but it’s a same day surgery so I’ll probably just head to mom and dad’s after since I have to be around people for 24 hours after. I may talk to Jeremy about going to their house tonight because it’s not as far to drive in the morning to the hospital.
Thank you all again for your well wishes. Andrea the flowers are truly a vision. I’m still not answering the phones but I love listening to all your messages, and the comments on the blog. Jeremy and I find peace with all of you, thank you.
While I know this will make some of you cry… I can’t get over the innocence of a child and want to share this story with all of you. My sister posted it on her blog a few days ago.
“We were driving home from Grandma’s yesterday when I called mom to ask what was going on with Bobbie. She let me know things were not what we’d all hoped for and that she needed to get off the phone. I was so sad. Kailye asked why I was upset. This was the conversation to follow…
“Mommy why are you sad?”…”Because Aunt Bobbie is having a hard time, and she is not going to have a baby in her tummy anymore.”…”why?”…”because something happened to make the baby stop growing.”…”mommy, aunt Bobbie isn’t going to have a baby because it was sick. That Baby went to heaven.”…”kk you are very sweet”…Kailye started to get a little bit teary and then she said, “mommy, aunt Bobbies baby was sick and had to go back to heaven but she will have a healthy baby next time. This baby just needed to stay with Heavenly Father.” I of course was crying my eyes out by this time then to make it worse she sang “I am a child of God” all the way home. Over and over.”
Peace, Love, and beautiful spirits.