Do I even need to say it? There was no change in the Ultrasound. No growth and no heartbeat. To make a long story short, the Dr. believes the baby stopped growing 3 weeks ago. My body is still reacting to being “pregnant” and that’s why I’m still having symptoms. I am supposed to go in for a suction D and C on Thursday morning, but seeing as how I just started training I’m not sure if I can get the work off, or if I’ll have to bypass training once again.
The Doctor took blood today to run 5 different tests so that we can rule out causes of all my miscarriages. I couldn’t have asked for a better Doctor, and I’m hoping we can find something out. For now I’m numb. What do you say? It’s hard because I was so looking forward to our child growing up with cousins that were the same age, it had be fun and really unique to be pregnant at the same time as Trish and Kristin.
I trust in the Lord, and know that trials strengthen us. Right now it’s hard and I just wanna let go…
I do want to say thank you to everyone! You guys have been so supportive and helped us get through a tough week. We FELT your prayers and thoughts, and they made us stronger. Thank you, we love you all.